new beginnings

I'm getting older and instead of reliving the past through xanga, we're inventing something new. If all goes as planned, this will be amazing, but then again I question whether or not I can recreate the devotion I had towards my old vice.

I've become busier and tend to have less time to sit and write. Maybe when you get older, you just have less feeling. I'm beginning to wonder if that's true. Or, I can simply face the facts and realize that attending a college in the middle of missouri has decreased my level of intelligence gradually, with the aid of lots and lots of shitty vodka and an occasional Bud Light.

Time will tell.